Friday, 26 August 2011

smile :)


A very good morning with a warm smile on her face .  and then a bang !! a sudden change in her face , am wondering what is she thinking of ?? I wish she had tat warm smile for some more time ..  Am wondering what she is thinking of.. Again she changes her expression. Yah she is looking @ me with love in her eyes and a smile on her lips.. a, trying to tell her not to change her expression . Am happy now she hugs me and wakes me up too. I am not ready to get up I wan too see tat smile on her for some more time. Yah finally I don’t wan to trouble her I got up.
then she just disappear from there yah I feel tat she is passing thorough the door .now I can see some1 peeping through the window yah with the same smile she had in her face .i am not able to understand anything who might tat be , its not her am confused . I wan to go and see who is tat but am not able to get up .then I see ma dad coming towards me am trying hard tell him tat I wan to see tat someone who is like her   finally he took me out there where I could se tat smile .. I don’t what it was a round face which had a same smile whish she had. I felt good and happy I couldn’t express.. I told ma dad, am happy and asked him is tat amma?? Then I don’t know wither ma dad understood me or not but she with a smile on her face came to me and said amma .. Yah she heard me for the 1st time... I wanted to speak a lot to her a lot. I was looking @ her and the other smile  on the sky .I was wondering ma mom have  bigger smile than the bright sun and she is happier then him  J

EMPTYNESS ....

Some times tears flows down ....
 I  think for a while whats the reson for those tears ..
 But I don’t find any . but deep inside if I wake up myself ,ma inner sole I feel yah I have the pain .. the pain in maself , the pain of lonliness yes it’s the pain of lonliness that’s making me flow with a tear drop without any reson .yah but there is a reson . which is always deep inside ma heart . which cant be seen by anyone . nobody in this earth can see that .
 I cant feel it only myself ..