I have .......

I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed,I’ve grown. 

Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don’t.

 but no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember.

 I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. 

And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. 

There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that 


it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won’t care.

 I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your 


friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself.

 And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.

smile :)

A very good morning with a warm smile on her face .  and then a bang !! a sudden change in her face , am wondering what is she thinking of ?? I wish she had tat warm smile for some more time ..  Am wondering what she is thinking of.. Again she changes her expression. Yah she is looking @ me with love in her eyes and a smile on her lips.. a, trying to tell her not to change her expression . Am happy now she hugs me and wakes me up too. I am not ready to get up I wan too see tat smile on her for some more time. Yah finally I don’t wan to trouble her I got up.

then she just disappear from there yah I feel tat she is passing thorough the door .now I can see some1 peeping through the window yah with the same smile she had in her face .i am not able to understand anything who might tat be , its not her am confused . I wan to go and see who is tat but am not able to get up .then I see ma dad coming towards me am trying hard tell him tat I wan to see tat someone who is like her   finally he took me out there where I could se tat smile .. I don’t what it was a round face which had a same smile whish she had. I felt good and happy I couldn’t express.. I told ma dad, am happy and asked him is tat amma?? Then I don’t know wither ma dad understood me or not but she with a smile on her face came to me and said amma .. Yah she heard me for the 1^st time... I wanted to speak a lot to her a lot. I was looking @ her and the other smile  on the sky .I was wondering ma mom have  bigger smile than the bright sun and she is happier then him  J

EMPTYNESS ....

Some times tears flows down ....
 I  think for a while whats the reson for those tears ..
 But I don’t find any . but deep inside if I wake up myself ,ma inner sole I feel yah I have the pain .. the pain in maself , the pain of lonliness yes it’s the pain of lonliness that’s making me flow with a tear drop without any reson .yah but there is a reson . which is always deep inside ma heart . which cant be seen by anyone . nobody in this earth can see that .
 I cant feel it only myself .. 

Have seat upon a cloud

Have a seat upon a cloud and make yourself at home

You’re now inside my dreams, inside a book, inside a poem

Where anything can happen if you make it real

Plunge into my eyes if you’re afraid to feel

Taker off yourself and close your eyes, relax upon ma stand

Join me in my land of dreams, reach out and take ma hand

Let me share your dream with you, until I find my own

Please take me there if you believe...

Where birds are words so gracefully they glide across the sky

Live behind your worries, here the rules do not apply



Is that YOU !!

Is that u whom I was in search of ?

 Is tat u who was in  ma dream every night ?

Is tat u who was ma inspiration in what all I pen?

Is tat u for whom I waitied til now ?

Is tat u for whom I cred with  happiness and sadness ?

yah if its really u …
 the time has really come ..
 like a  new  sun ray on the path where u come to see me .. 
 as a sunshine tat winks @ me when I wake up ..
 a silent breez tat kisses ma ears when I am alone ..
a slow songs tat makes me humm and  give a  smaile on ma lips .. …..

I will be always with you

Slowly and slowly
In trance I sink
Waiting and waiting
My eyes started to blink

I castle in the sky
Would not expect much
My heart goes high
Will sure accept such

No matter what
Would heed for you forever
Be the way you are
Would sadden you never

In your eyes, the light, the heat
In your eyes, I am complete
My love is unconditional
Assure you wouldn’t get deplete

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart bearks
I will be always with you